............Better Now

A few weeks ago, my days as a dreamer had seemed to be over. There were no more dreams, only night mares. It scared me because when I fell asleep, I had no one in mind to help me find my way through my dreams. I feared that nothing could save me.

In dream psychology, there is such a thing as lucid dreaming, a dream that allows part of the conscious mind to be in partial or full control over the projections being put out by the subconscious of the dreamer. Many times when this happens it means that you are not getting a restful night's sleep, but in my case, I would beg anyone with such a condition... Until now.

You see, I try to write down all of my dreams that seem to have a good start, but can never finish it's description because towards the break of day, it all turns sour. Either someone is following me in the dark of my mind or I just want to find a high place to jump from. I'm always running... but it's better now

It is from research of my own sleep that i have found that when taking away sleep aids and adding positive life experiences that happen during waking hours to my memory, those memories imprint into those dark places hidden in my subconscious and shed light.

Recently, I have had one of the most positive life experiences and couldn't have hoped for anything better than what I have found. Head over heals for someone who I met by pure chance. How could this have happened to someone like me? My research, my notes, my time... all wasted because the answer to a perfect dream.... is love. Love is the answer to most every problem within one's life.

Webster defines love as so;

love/ləv/

Noun: An intense feeling of deep affection: "their love for their country".

Verb: Feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to (someone)

 

Yes, the verb seems more meaningful in the state of mid that I am currently in, so in order to further my research as to how such person positively effects my dreams, I plan on pursuing this relationship and finding a way to spend every moment thinking of him... so in English (not in big psychology words), I'm better now because of him.

 

Thank you dear :)